What is up everyone! Ok so in my influenster frosty voxbox I recieved some products from rimmel to test and review. The items I received were the scandal eyes waterproof eyeliner, and also the gentle eye makeup remover. I tested out the eyeliner today and although I never usually use waterproof mascara I was interested in this. I will say I was quite satisfied with it. It was nice and smooth to apply and didn't smudge. The eye makeup remover was also not as bad. It was not oily like others I have used and it did not bother my eyes! If I was asked if I would but this again I would have to say yes. I like a lot of rimmel products so this one is a definite yes. Thank you influenster!!
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Ok so this review will be very brief. I am a huge green tea fan I pretty much drink it everyday. In my influenster frosty voxbox I received a tea bag from celestial in the flavor candy cane lane to test out and review. I will say that this tea was delicious! It gave me the holiday vibe and was very smooth. I never knew about this flavor before this box was sent to me so I was so excited to try it. I will be using the 55 cents off coupon and getting some more!
What's up guys! Do you like free stuff? Of course you do. Well I am apart of a website called Influenster and I get free things to test and review. This week I received my third box from the website called the frosty voxbox. What I got in it was a bag of red vines fruit vines in strawberry flavor, an ecotools full volume styling brush, a thing of all natural Mccormick Thyme, a celestial candy cane lane decaffeinated green tea bag, a rimmel london scandal eyes waterproof eyeliner, a full size bottle of rimmel london gentle eye makeup remover, a lipstick from NYC in the color sugar plum, and lastly a sample size packet of No7 protect and perfect. That's right and all of it was free! I have not tried everything yet, but I will say that although the redvines were chewy and kinda hurt to eat they were very good. I will also say my least favorite thing in this box would have been the thyme. I do enjoy cooking, but I kind of did not see the point for that one. Other than that everything else was awesome! By far one of my favorite boxes.
(Insert inspirational quote here) Have you ever been to that point where you feel like you're all alone in this world and no matter how much you tell for help no one will listen? Some of you may say yes and others may say no. Well I have and it happened maybe a month or so ago. Since my blog is about honesty and all that I have decided that I am going to let you all know something very personal. A while back I finally hit rock bottom. I mean like the lowest point I have ever been. I wrote out an unofficial will, final words to everyone, and anything you could think of that someone should do to prep for their death. I told a couple people how I was feeling before all this and I felt like I was still not being heard. The only option I had on this day was to end it all for good. I went up to my room sat in the dark and sat in my bed balling in tears not knowing what to do. I sat there and cried out for someone to hear me. I felt like my life wasn't worth a damn thing and that I could never achieve any of the goals I set for myself in life. Pictured how I would do it and everything. I cried for a good while and then I prayed. I always pray, but this was a cry for help. I then thought about someone else who had just passed and that changed it all. I thought back to how people reacted when that happened and realized that I didn't want to see my family go through that same thing. I got up and wiped my tears and from that day I decided that I was going to do what made me happy. Knowing that everything I had learned about God and how much he cares I knew I wasn't alone. If anyone would listen and make me feel better when I'm said it would be him. My life is worth something, I can be successful and follow my dreams, I will find someone to love me the way I deserve, I am beautiful. When you are at your lowest you see that all the kind things people have said go straight out of the window. All the you hear is negative comments over and over. All you see is an ugly human being doing nothing. I know what I want, what I'm worth, and how great I am. My life is not just something I can throw away. My mentality now is that it can only go up from here. I won't say I'm completely better I still have my days, but with the help of the Lord I am progressing. I will not let anyone get in my positive space and ruin me anymore. My opinion is the only one that matters. "Don't look for it, Let it come to you."
I am completely done. No more looking. I have no desire for any of it anymore. I'm just gonna say f**k it all. It took me a minute to realize what was really going on in my life. I was so focused on searching for love I pushed aside everything I was hyping myself up about doing. Going to school and following my dreams is my only concern now. If a relationship comes in that time well then uhh..cool. Anyway! How is everyone tonight? Are you good, drunk, tired, sad, upset, etc.? I am actually so great now that I had a whole day alone with no outside contact to reassess my life. I may have mentioned this before, but I am a huge observer; mainly with the human beings of this planet. There was a guy recently that I was interested in. He seemed like he could be someone I could stop being single for, but this was not the case. It seemed as though we were gonna hang and go places and do fun things like going to parks and stuff....NO. It went from a nice time of walking and seeing a gorgeous waterfall to movies, and laying there talking about relatively nothing. I felt like he did not want to get to know me as much as he was wanting to try and get sex from me. I am not the type of human being to just say "OK let's go for it!" Sorry I was raised better than that and on top of it all he probably didn't even know my last name. Matter of fact he did not even ask; not once. I gave him three chances to see what would happen. Low and behold the very last time was like the other two. Just laying there watching movies and not talking about a damn thing. If this is all it is well I will move on and welcome the next guy who actually wants to get to know me for me. Not to mention I guarantee he would be willing to come to my house. That was a waste of my time and energy. I refuse to go back to the same type of situation I was in in the past. If he thought I would be a placeholder until he found what he was looking for he had another thing coming. I know my worth and I am not settling for some b.s little fling. Not to mention our ideas of getting to know someone and figuring out if they are worth it are completely opposite. His idea was make out, cuddle, watch tv, and do nothing else. My idea is to go out on dates and talk. Sure, kissing and all that plays a part, but I like to get to know someone mentally to decide if they are truly what I want and where I am as far as goals in life. I know this may sound like I'm bashing this guy or whatever, but I am not. I want something serious and he obviously was not ready for that at all. So I am back at square one, but this time I am not looking. It's all about me, female empowerment and all that jazz. I always stay hopeful for real love. It's out there and I won't know when or where but it is going to slap me in the face like a ton of bricks. Rant over. -Stay Beautiful and Happy -Peace and Love Where do I start with how irritated I am with not only guys, but humans in general...
Let's start with that good old thing some guys say "If you won't do it i'll find someone who will." I will say that this is probably the dumbest thing I can hear from someone I am considering even dating. Mind you I am referring to the sexual aspect of a future relationship or just a relationship in itself. (Note: These are my personal reasons. I understand people feel differently but this is my opinon we are talking about at this moment in time.) Let's get started shall we? Number 1: I have a feeling that even if the person this guy is with is doing everything in her power to keep him he could still go and cheat on her. Number 2: I feel as if this is the mindset of a boy who has not grown all the way up yet. Also, he's probably not ready for anything serious. Number 3: This is completely unattractive in itself. What type of asshole has the nerve to say this (man or woman). That's just not a good look to be honest. Those are just my reasons for hating that statement. I can not stand it whatsoever. What happened to sitting down and talking things out and letting eachother know what they want and seeing if there is some kind of solution? Oh wait, I forgot a person of that nature hasn't grown up yet. Ugh!! Alright now here is another one that drives me up a wall. The infamous "Hey stranger". Let's stop right there. First, I know who you are just as well as you know who I am regardless of how long it has been since we spoke. The sarcasm is not needed at all. Cut to the chase what in the name of everything Holy could you want after my numerous times of reaching out to you and getting no reply? Nothing? Ok. Just as I thought. You can be invisible again. Goodbye. Oh here is a great one for you Ladies and Gentleman. "I miss you." Ha! Please spare me the agonizing pain that I will be experiencing in the next 2.5 seconds. When an ex says this and you both know that things ended for the best or badly for that matter what is the point of this phrase? Can someone tell me because I feel like it's a ploy for that guy/girl to try and manipulate you into believing them even though they are probably just lonely. Do not try and fall back on me because the person you thought was going to last forever didn't work out and now you want to rebound. Go away. Matter of fact erase the thought of attempting to send that text, facebook message, or even phone call my way. Save it for someone who actually has time to deal with games. Last one everybody. This kind of refers back to the "hey stranger" or even the "I miss you" statements. The one I am trying to bring up is the "How you been?" Hmmm where should I start? I have been doing pretty much everything I could not do while we were together or when we hung out because you wouldn't even consider the idea. The workouts at the gym have gotten rid of a ton of the stress that you caused me, and my mood has been amazing without you! Instead the usual reply is "good." If you are being nice it's the always great "Good, you??" No need to give someone who was not meant to be in your life any info as to how awesome you are even if you aren't (like me haha). Once again trying to be nosey by asking me how I've been will not get you far. I will say that these things I just mentioned are the negative aspect. There are those rare occasions where lovely people on this planet actually care and ask these questions. I just had to share with you all my opinions on all these things. People in the day and age come off as if they really do not care. It's sad, but with everything else on this planet to distract them communication is something that is fizzling out so fast. Nothing lasts as long as it used to. Hopefully people will realize it before it's too late. -Stay Positive and Beautiful Loves -Peace and Love Hi babe, First I want to say that I love you and appreciate you so much for putting up with me. I know I can be indecisive and crazy at times, but you have stuck around and I am so grateful. You are my bestfriend, my shoulder to cry on, my joke buddy, the person I tell all my random thoughts to. You understand my life goals and support everything that I want to do just as much as I support you. You can make me smile when I am feeling down or discouraged about something. Before you I had no idea what being loved the right way was like, but now I do. You've made me feel safe, secure, and cherished like no one else. Going to sleep next to you is amazing, but waking up knowing that I have someone that wants me and me only is the greatest thing I could ever ask for. Looks are a bonus, but your compassion, determination, and honesty are what remind me everyday why I fell in love with you. Thank you for being my rock. You are loved. No matter what I will always be here, and I am not going anywhere...ever. It's me and you babe. Love, Your Awesome wife ❤️😌 "F is for friends who do stuff together, U is for you and me, N is for anywhere and anytime at all down here in the deep blue sea.." 🎶🎶 haha To you, You know me so well. I have told you things that a lot of people don't know. You are sweet, caring, funny, and cool. Even thought we have gone through spurts of not talking because of just being busy when we do start talking again it's like we never stopped. You've been the person that I have vented to about things in my life. The person that I feel like I can act silly and weird around because you accept me for who I am. The fact that we have so much in common makes talking to you so much easier because you get it. I appreciate our friendship so much and I never want to lose that. I also know that you have said that I have always been there when you needed me, but you have been there for me multiple times whether you knew it or not. Just the kind words have helped me with some of my deepest and darkest thoughts. You made me remember that not every person out there is rude and hurtful. Even after so disagreements we have managed to get back to our normal ways. I guess what I am trying to say is without you the boredom club would not be the same. Thank you. I love you. ❤️ "Take ya clothes off and leave em right there, tell me you love me even if you don't I wanna make love tonight I don't care..." -SoMo First things first...that man is Perfect! I swear I melt when a man can sing and looks absolutely handsome doing it. Anyways, I have felt so down in the dumps lately. I feel like I'm still single because no one finds me attractive. It's really weird, but I don't know what else to do. I go to the gym, I'm smart, no kids, I work, etc. What is the issue?! I don't even know where to begin. Not that I'm complaining or anything. (Or am I? Haha) No, but seriously it's crazy that when I say I do not want a relationship I had people ask me, but now..."you're call is incomplete please try again." Whatever I'll just keep saying if it's meant to happen it'll happen. Blah. This dream I had lastnight is another sign that I miss the type of relationship I had with kristian. At least that's what I think. He and I were together at my house and he was hugging me and we were kissing and being romantic and whatnot. I know that he is someone of my past that is not wanted anymore, but dang I miss that lovey dovey stuff. I want the bestfriend/boyfriend/cheesy lover. Being single is fun, but only for so long. Prince Charming of the modern world if you are out there come forth and identify yourself!!! I'm here ready for you to be mine now. I seriously keep wondering if I have already crossed paths with the guy that is meant to be my husband. Lord only knows at this point. Could he let me in on the secret already?? As you can see I am getting a little fed up with the lonely life, and as usual I vent to you all about the sad things in my life. You're all great listeners! I hope that each and every one of you is with the love of your life already or are going to meet them soon. I would love to plan those weddings. No seriously I'm going to be starting a wedding business and would be grateful for the experience. (Like my subliminal not so subliminal message in there?) This is all so random tonight. It's a result of espresso. Yummy. -Peace and Love ✌️❤️ "I don't wanna be without you living in a world with no view what the hell would I do, no clue, I need you..." I seriously love that song from Jesse Mccartney's newest album! He's amazing. I guess that the song ties into what has been on in my brain lately. I had the weirdest dream a couple days ago that has been on my mind since then. I was hanging out with two of my old friends. Now mind you I had a crush on one of them briefly in high school. Anywho, in this dream we were all hanging out like old times, but then it got weird...I went and layed down on the floor with the one I used to like and I was laying on him, and then I said "is it okay if I lay here?" He said "you should have to ask me if you can lay there." I'm like okay so we layed there laughing and whatnot. What has kept this on my mind lately is the fact that I thought about mushy stuff like that happening with him when I had hopes of us being a couple. I have no idea as to why this dream occurred. My granny told me when you dream about someone you should speak to them. Well I did, but it wasn't much of a convo. I miss him from time to time and hope he's okay to this day. We always had fun when we would walk to classes together he was my bestfriend. Life has a funny way of making things happen. I miss our friendship so much. I told him a lot, and I miss being able to confide in a guy like that. I won't say I'm upset that we never ended up together no matter how much I wanted it to happen. Things go the way they should so that's just a moment to remember. I just hope that if he ever marries that he marries someone who can see how awesome he is. I think the dream could also be a way of me being ready for a relationship again. I feel like it could happen soon, but only time will tell. I stay positive and never doubt that my perfect someone is out there. I always say this because it's so true! I just wanted to get these thoughts off my brain and vent about old feelings being brought back up. I don't know what to do to make them go away now though. Ugh so difficult. Ha Thought of the tonight: it's okay to miss someone and think about what could've been, but don't focus on it too long. (Like I have) -Peace and Love ✌️❤️ |
Quote Of the Week"Society teaches us that having feelings and crying is bad and wrong. Well, that's baloney, because grief isn't wrong. There's a such thing as good grief. Just ask Charlie Brown." |