Hi babe, First I want to say that I love you and appreciate you so much for putting up with me. I know I can be indecisive and crazy at times, but you have stuck around and I am so grateful. You are my bestfriend, my shoulder to cry on, my joke buddy, the person I tell all my random thoughts to. You understand my life goals and support everything that I want to do just as much as I support you. You can make me smile when I am feeling down or discouraged about something. Before you I had no idea what being loved the right way was like, but now I do. You've made me feel safe, secure, and cherished like no one else. Going to sleep next to you is amazing, but waking up knowing that I have someone that wants me and me only is the greatest thing I could ever ask for. Looks are a bonus, but your compassion, determination, and honesty are what remind me everyday why I fell in love with you. Thank you for being my rock. You are loved. No matter what I will always be here, and I am not going anywhere...ever. It's me and you babe. Love, Your Awesome wife ❤️😌
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"F is for friends who do stuff together, U is for you and me, N is for anywhere and anytime at all down here in the deep blue sea.." 🎶🎶 haha To you, You know me so well. I have told you things that a lot of people don't know. You are sweet, caring, funny, and cool. Even thought we have gone through spurts of not talking because of just being busy when we do start talking again it's like we never stopped. You've been the person that I have vented to about things in my life. The person that I feel like I can act silly and weird around because you accept me for who I am. The fact that we have so much in common makes talking to you so much easier because you get it. I appreciate our friendship so much and I never want to lose that. I also know that you have said that I have always been there when you needed me, but you have been there for me multiple times whether you knew it or not. Just the kind words have helped me with some of my deepest and darkest thoughts. You made me remember that not every person out there is rude and hurtful. Even after so disagreements we have managed to get back to our normal ways. I guess what I am trying to say is without you the boredom club would not be the same. Thank you. I love you. ❤️ "Take ya clothes off and leave em right there, tell me you love me even if you don't I wanna make love tonight I don't care..." -SoMo First things first...that man is Perfect! I swear I melt when a man can sing and looks absolutely handsome doing it. Anyways, I have felt so down in the dumps lately. I feel like I'm still single because no one finds me attractive. It's really weird, but I don't know what else to do. I go to the gym, I'm smart, no kids, I work, etc. What is the issue?! I don't even know where to begin. Not that I'm complaining or anything. (Or am I? Haha) No, but seriously it's crazy that when I say I do not want a relationship I had people ask me, but now..."you're call is incomplete please try again." Whatever I'll just keep saying if it's meant to happen it'll happen. Blah. This dream I had lastnight is another sign that I miss the type of relationship I had with kristian. At least that's what I think. He and I were together at my house and he was hugging me and we were kissing and being romantic and whatnot. I know that he is someone of my past that is not wanted anymore, but dang I miss that lovey dovey stuff. I want the bestfriend/boyfriend/cheesy lover. Being single is fun, but only for so long. Prince Charming of the modern world if you are out there come forth and identify yourself!!! I'm here ready for you to be mine now. I seriously keep wondering if I have already crossed paths with the guy that is meant to be my husband. Lord only knows at this point. Could he let me in on the secret already?? As you can see I am getting a little fed up with the lonely life, and as usual I vent to you all about the sad things in my life. You're all great listeners! I hope that each and every one of you is with the love of your life already or are going to meet them soon. I would love to plan those weddings. No seriously I'm going to be starting a wedding business and would be grateful for the experience. (Like my subliminal not so subliminal message in there?) This is all so random tonight. It's a result of espresso. Yummy. -Peace and Love ✌️❤️ "I don't wanna be without you living in a world with no view what the hell would I do, no clue, I need you..." I seriously love that song from Jesse Mccartney's newest album! He's amazing. I guess that the song ties into what has been on in my brain lately. I had the weirdest dream a couple days ago that has been on my mind since then. I was hanging out with two of my old friends. Now mind you I had a crush on one of them briefly in high school. Anywho, in this dream we were all hanging out like old times, but then it got weird...I went and layed down on the floor with the one I used to like and I was laying on him, and then I said "is it okay if I lay here?" He said "you should have to ask me if you can lay there." I'm like okay so we layed there laughing and whatnot. What has kept this on my mind lately is the fact that I thought about mushy stuff like that happening with him when I had hopes of us being a couple. I have no idea as to why this dream occurred. My granny told me when you dream about someone you should speak to them. Well I did, but it wasn't much of a convo. I miss him from time to time and hope he's okay to this day. We always had fun when we would walk to classes together he was my bestfriend. Life has a funny way of making things happen. I miss our friendship so much. I told him a lot, and I miss being able to confide in a guy like that. I won't say I'm upset that we never ended up together no matter how much I wanted it to happen. Things go the way they should so that's just a moment to remember. I just hope that if he ever marries that he marries someone who can see how awesome he is. I think the dream could also be a way of me being ready for a relationship again. I feel like it could happen soon, but only time will tell. I stay positive and never doubt that my perfect someone is out there. I always say this because it's so true! I just wanted to get these thoughts off my brain and vent about old feelings being brought back up. I don't know what to do to make them go away now though. Ugh so difficult. Ha Thought of the tonight: it's okay to miss someone and think about what could've been, but don't focus on it too long. (Like I have) -Peace and Love ✌️❤️ |
Quote Of the Week"Society teaches us that having feelings and crying is bad and wrong. Well, that's baloney, because grief isn't wrong. There's a such thing as good grief. Just ask Charlie Brown." |